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A love affair with space…

When I was a relatively small child I had, from time to time, the occasion to visit some of the older homes and apartments around Jefferson City. Often, these occurances were to help friends that my dad collected while working at the Christian bookstore move into a new apartment. Sometimes downtrodden people, at least as I remember them. Growing up as I did, in a home that was small but new when we moved into it, I thought anyone who lived in a home older than 20 years was poor. Not that we had any fortune of significance, but poor as far as I knew it. The detail and craftsmanship of these homes fascinated me. Why should that kind of craftsmanship and architectural beauty be reserved only for people of limited means?

I knew that at some point in my life, I just had to live in a home like this. As I grew a little older my interest in design, particularly that of interior spaces, became a stronger and more prevalent influence in my life. I found that the spaces I was most drawn to were modern ones created inside the preserved shells of older homes. At some point it became clear that monetary wealth had nothing to do whether people chose to live in an older home or not.

The history of architecture and its inhabitants began a thirst in me that in spite of my research, touring, and current living situation remains unquenched even today.

I watched a movie tonight that took place in the late ’50s and early ’60s. The setting was a little bit older town and so most of the architectual details in the homes were those common right around the turn of the century. My current apartment here in Chicago was built in 1901. Recently, I had the opportunity to tour the (currently) vacant apartment upstairs. Because of unruly tennants, our place has had more cosmetic updates than the place upstairs. Both places retain many of the original details and much of the building’s charm.

These details jump out at me with some frequency, but even more often they are lost in the day to day business of life. Right after watching this movie tonight though, they hit me with new and intensified importance and familiarity.

The crowns on the windows doors, the 10 inch baseboards, the paneled archway and the coffered ceilings. They’re all filled with the stories of the past hundred and eight years. During World War 1, this apartment was here… people lived in it, perhaps one if their children fought. On December 7, 1941 its inhabitants likely sat in this living room, or the kitchen and listened to the radio reports. World War 2, the Kennedy Assassanation, the Challenger explosion, all of them were recieved and considered by people living in this apartment. The people living here, these events affected them, their decisions their tastes, and therefore their contributions to the current character and state of this structure. What were their lives like?

Why was the double-hinged door dividing the front and back of the apartment removed? The holes from its hinges remain. Did it break? What events led to its removal? Was there a fight between a husband and wife in which the door broke?  I wonder what happened here. I wonder what happened all over this city.

Brett Patrick Casey :o)

So busy…

For a person who never seems to have anything to do, I’m so busy lately. I haven’t posted any new work in quite a while, and I feel like I really can’t debut new designs for the network on my blog, but here’s a tiny sneek peek of a storyboard for a video loop I’ve been working on this week.

breakthrough

Soon to be seen on screens in food courts in malls all across the country? You know, after revisions and stuff… I dunno… we’ll see.

Brett Patrick Casey :o)

Twitter Creepiness.

There is someone as Comcast whose job it is to search Twitter posts with the word “Comcast” in them, and respond to people. Yesterday, someone asked me “What is wrong” when I posted “I hate Comcast.” For the moment I find this a little creepy (because they really didn’t do anything wrong, I was just whining about the fact that I scheduled them at the same time as something else, and their appointment window is so long. I know that’s pretty standard for any cable company though. So now I have to feel a little guilty about that. However, if there had been a real problem that I wasn’t receiving help with over the phone, I suppose the Twitter lady would be quite a nice thing. So in general, I remain on the fence on the twitter-crawling.

Off to do interviews, Harold is going to wait around for Comcast.
Brett Patrick Casey :o)

Ends, Beginnings, & Purchases.

What a busy week I had last week. Its Monday and I’m only now getting around to blogging about it. Don’t you love how I say that like I update with some semblance of regularity? Right.

Anyway. Last Tuesday Harold and I drove down to Hannibal for the funeral of a friend. My friend Jason, who was the musical director of our Cabaret show, died on January, 28th. He was such a fun person, and he did so many cool things. He was so much to so many people. A co-writer, a friend, a director, a teacher, a partner… suffice to say I won’t be the only one missing him. It was nice to see everyone else, though the circumstances were really unfortunate. I wish I would have been able to spend more time with them. I miss those kids! If any of you are readers: Come up to Chicago and be fat with me!

We are on the search at work for a new designer. I reviewed about 300 portfolios and about 20 resumes. Unless their portfolio is pretty good, I don’t even look at the resume. I’m bringing two people in for interviews on Wednesday. I hope one of them works out. I think they probably will. They had great portfolios. I’m excited to meet them, and at the prospect of adding one to our team.

I decided I might try to benefit from the unfortunate demise of Circuit City, and decided I would keep an eye on their HD TiVos and purchase one when the price got low enough. (I know I could get an HD DVR from Comast for cheaper but… fuck Comcast/Medicomm/EveryOtherCableCompany and their shitty ass version of DVR… I want, love, and NEED TiVo. It’s just the way it is. Its like the Apple of the DVR world. Its just better. Seriously.) Anyway, they have refurb TiVo’s HDs on the TiVo website shipped for free, for a total of 199.00. Regular price (online, or at Best Buy is 299.00) I don’t buy refurb stuff, I also don’t buy things online so much to Harold’s annoyance, that was out.

Over the past couple weeks I’ve been driving to the Circuit City on Elston and checking them out. (I have bought a couple of things after milling around the store, and had my taste in movies insulted by a clerk. I hadn’t seen “40 Days and 40 Nights” in years…. and after watching it, decided he was right to be insulting. Anyway…) This week the TiVo HD’s dropped down to 239.00. I decided to get serious about buying one. I drove from one store to another trying to find one IN a box. (They only had the floor models (I found out later that they sent all of the boxed ones back.) I was thinking of purchasing the floor model anyway until they didn’t have the original warranty card (they told me I could do it online) nor anything else that was supposed to come with it. Finally I decided the gods of shopping did NOT feel the need for me to have a TiVo HD at this time. An hour later, Harold receives an e-mail that Sears is having a sale–he checks the website and they have them (New, in the store, and in boxes) for 199.00! There is a sears about 12 blocks (1.5 miles) down the street from us, so we hopped in the car and drove over. We purchased our TiVo, and decided that since we were there, and if we spent $300 or more, we had a year to pay it off with no interest… we would also purchase a 22″ flat panel (Which I later saw (while looking for a swivel mount for our new TV) at Circuit City for $100 dollars more (even with the 30% off) than we paid for it full price at Sears.) for the bedroom and to stick our old TiVo on it. The best parts: 1. TiVo has to be connected to the internet. The NEW TiVo has an eithernet cable, and will live right next to the router, so we don’t have to purchase another wireless TiVo access thing. ($40 saved) Because its TiVo, and not Comcast, the two TiVos are able to talk to each over our home network, and we can watch programs recorded on one, in the other room. Additionally, we can use the instant Netflix thing to watch movies on it. TiVo is Genius. I love it. I’m SO excited about THAT.

Also, Tomorrow (Feb 10) is Harold’s and my 1 year anniversary (from our first date) !!!

Brett Patrick Casey :o)

8 hours of 1:1 time with a pro photographer: priceless

Even though it (on VERY seldom occasion) requires me to work on a Sunday, can I just tell you how much I absolutely love my job?

I was fortunate enough to spend a bunch of time with a professional photographer yesterday during an on-location shoot for work.

Achieving Impossible focus. This makes me happy.

Brett Patrick Casey :o)

The Year In Review…or whatever.

I’ve now been living in Chicago for a little over a year.

A conversation I had today sort of made me realize how drastically my life has changed in the last year. This wasn’t actually a realization that I came to on my own, the person I was having the conversation with said this to me. He’s right.

My life has changed a lot. He also said that something seems like it is wrong with me, and that I don’t have a good attitude living here. Something is wrong with me: I’ve gained a whole bunch of weight back and I feel like shit about it ALL the time… but I’m doing something about it. I wouldn’t say that any general attitude about me comes as a direct result of surroundings.

Sure, living in the city has its challeneges. Depending on what time you’re travelling, and how far you are going, it can take an hour and a half to get there. For some reason, Illinois drivers are crazy morons. (As Ryan always said) Like seriously, it snows here a lot… but people in Missouri can handle it so much better. I’m not sure if its the snow combined with the much increased number of cars on the roads or what… but the people can’t handle it. Same when it rains. They can’t do it. It’s like bad. Parking can suck too… my car is currently parked two and a half blocks away. Normally it actually isn’t that bad, but right now is bar time… and I live right above two pretty popular bars. (The Secret Polish one, and The Filapino Karaoke One) which makes parking much worse about this time, especially on the weekends.

I’ve grown a lot as a designer, and (if I ever find time) would like to re-do my site and portfolio to get some new stuff out there for the people to look at.

Harold is VERY great. In every aspect. At almost everything. Sometimes it makes me ill. Though he is constantly doing everything in his power to make me feel the contrary; I sometimes feel like this stupid little person that he has to put up with. I don’t feel like he should have to deal with it. With me. That’s my own shit, and not his, and I know it. I’ve decided to look up some therapists to sort of explore that a bit.

I feel like I’ve come a long way from working at the Pizza Hut in Jefferson City, right? Why can’t I be proud of those accomplishments? Why (in my head) is nothing I do ever good enough to feel proud about? Every accomplishment always feels like a stepping stone to something else–not something to be celebrated–something to be embarrassed about having to go through. Like, I should have understood it sooner, learned it faster, adapted more quickly, whatever.

Another thing that is very different about being here is that I have no celebrity factor. I don’t mean that the way it sounds… In Missouri, I was very out and about, and a lot of people (in my community) knew who I was and sort of the things I did. The bar community, and the more organized LGBT community overlap so much there… it was sort of a natural thing. I’m not sure how much they overlap here. Not that I go out to bars and make myself known there either, quite the opposite actually. Harold and I have gone to bars toghether exactly seven times in the year we’ve been together. Four of those, he has left early because he was tired or not feeling well. I need to find another way to be social. I used to be good at bars. I’m not good at them anymore, and I don’t want to be in them as often or as much. Even though here they are so much bigger and nicer, they are still really losing their appeal.

Harold and I host dinner parties, and brunches and (on occasion go to them.) If we go to a party, it usually has something to do with church. For example, a couple of weeks ago we attended a wine an cheese tasting that one of his friends at church gave him tickets for. It was fabulous, it was hosted by another couple from church. They opened up their gorgous (not to mention giant) home in Hyde Park for this fourty person event. (Part of the church fundraising auction… Harold donated a big southern brunch, which we’ll actually be having tomorrow afternoon!)

I like this time in my life, and I enjoy doing these things. The only trouble–and also the reason I need to figure out other ways to be social–is that all of these wonderful people are Harold’s friends. Everyone is always really nice to me, and very welcoming, but its not like I could really call any of them if I wanted someone to go catch a movie with or something. Unforunately, Harold has to work a lot. We all know I’m not the biggest fan of sitting around by myself–though I’ve gotten better at that too.

I feel like nothing I do has worth, and I want so badly for it to. By the end of the year, 150+ million people will have seen my motion and print designs in locations around the country. That’s cool, right? Something to be excited about? I am. But it doesn’t seem good enough. I feel like the work could be better. I’m always pushing for it to be. I feel its getting closer. I’m excited about that. I’m really excited to see what we can do the better we work together, and the more we figure timetables and other things out. Its a good thing. I’ve got to teach myself some AfterEffects though. I just need to.

Its been a pretty shitty week. I lost a friend (in MO) this week. One of the directors of the theater group I was in the last few months I lived there. We’ve actually kept in touch this year. Because I’m here, I feel guilty for not being able to really be there for the other people in our little group. I’m thinking about them, and his partner constantly. I really really wish it hadn’t happeend. Its so shitty. It still doesn’t feel entirely real. We hung out and sang showtunes over Thanksgiving.

Well, I guess I should go to bed. I have to get up early to clean for the decadent southern brunch tomorrow.

Brett Patrick Casey

Hmmmmm.

Eeek!

Eeek!

Anyone who knows me well, knows why this particular photo horrifies me. The work though, is very nice. I espcially like this series. “Departure” Series is here: http://www.daniel-everett.com/

Brett Patrick Casey :o)

Thanksgiving Weekend

Hi Kids! Harold and I went back to the Jefferson City. We were there from Wednesday-Sunday.

Here are some pictures:

I hope you had a great holiday!

Brett :o)

The XM/Sirius Merger is Making me Sad.

XM and Sirius merged and a new channel list took effect yesterday. I’ve been sort of looking forward to this, but afraid of what they would do with the ‘On Broadway’ channel. Which is 90% of the reason I chose to activate the XM in my car.

Here’s why this is making me sad:

XM displays song information as such:

Song Title
Artist Name
Album Info (for newer radios that have it)
Channel Category

SIRIUS (from what I remember) does it like this:

Song Title
Artist Name
Album Name
Channel Category

The same, right? Yes, on most channels. However, on some channels the album information is more important than the artist. (Like the Broadway Channel, the Opera Channel, etc) Because of this, the album name and artist name are switched on these channels. That way, for those of us with 2 line radios (such as the the one built into my car) we get the information that is more relevant.

Now I get artist names, and its making me sad. I have to use my phone to Shazam EVERY song that I don’t know to see what show it is from. Sometimes Shazam doesn’t have the songs, either.

Additionally, the new broadway channel got rid of a show “Downstage Center” that I REALLY like.

Brett :o(

Loss & Weight Gain.

Okay. So. I have lost almost everything.

My fucking website had a virus. I apologize to anyone who was affected by this. My Dad informed me that it was a virus for Windows Me and Windows XP only. Anyway, its gone now.

I deleted EVERYTHING. Backed up a few things, ran them through virus checkers, and re-posted them. I re-set up WordPress and linked to my old Database.

That didn’t work.

I created a new database, exported the posts only out of the old one, and imported them into the new database. That seems to have worked.

RSS should also be fixed. The pages are loading faster again, and slowly but surely the site re-design is coming.

The only thing I actually was able to save, were the posts and the comments.

I’ve got the linklists back up, plus a few that I’d been meaning to add AND some new categories.

In other news:

Rachel and I are working on a new podcast. We did some photos this week for it. A placeholder website is made, and we were actually able to snag the domain name www.thefatshow.com but, there is some hold-up with the registering process. For now, the site is here. We’re very excited. It should be pretty damned funny. If you don’t like humor that is disgusting, vulgar, crude, or any other nasty adjective… you won’t like it. Otherwise, you’ll probably laugh your ass off. We are.

A couple of nights ago we took some photos (as I mentioned a moment ago) here are the “publicity” shots:

Oh, I wish I knew more about my camera.

Brett :o)



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